GOLD COAST TALK 9 FEBRUARY 1997

Love at 82 years old ~ Being together in love and merging in the flesh ~ Prostate cancer: don’t be afraid, look at the quality of life, making love ~ Degenerative disease: you’ve got to change your life ~ Going into Me (10 mins) ~ Consciousness and intelligence: there are no conclusions in consciousness, deep dreamless sleep ~ Enlightenment: independence has to be given up

Consciousness: stillness is the way ~ Tantric love: tantric workshops, tantric master ~ Changing your name ~ Unisex ~ Question: the difference between love and attachment: attachment to food, to partner and to sex ~ Question: conflict between man and woman having different things to do and doing everything together ~ Being open to love: man is the means of woman realising love ~ Question: I’m having difficulty being here. Loving your self, homosexual love, you cannot love everyone, loving the whole, I come from beyond the stone age

Every young woman born in this society is going to have a broken heart. Why does society accept this? Karma can be modified. The cause of all wars is man’s sexual frustration ~ Divine nature comes through your nature ~ Going into Me (9 mins) ~ Question: after we make love I want to get up and dig holes and she wants me to stay in bed until 12 o’clock. You have to die to your self

You have to die for love ~ Time sharing with women ~ Question: I don’t know what it is to be loved by man. Woman must be in command of love, you must make man be responsible and take you on ~ Question: having a baby and studying: will this interfere with love between me and my man? ~ Question: could you clarify what is the death of the self? ~ What you want first is an honest love

GOLD COAST TALK 13 APRIL 1997

The light: how you dim your light and how it shines in love ~ God, take whatever is necessary to make me more pure. Can you say it? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ I am an earthling; I have become a worldling ~ Question: do you need to have a belief to know that this is the way to go? ~ Question: my son was killed. Your tape on death gave me comfort. Still there is the sense in me of disbelief and horror ~ Art should edify the consciousness; it should demonstrate the nobility of man and glorify the love that woman is

Art: the nobility of man demonstrated in the picture of a man about to be executed who is protecting a child ~ Contemporary art shown in a pop singer’s cartoon ~ Homosexual carnival and degradation of woman ~ Homosexual boy aged 13 ~ The great art: love brings all to life ~ Self expression is not art ~ Abstract art, abstraction from the earth, colour ~ Nobility of man: how can man be noble today? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Effort and effortlessness; give up making decisions

Man changing jobs; stop making decisions; bring God into your life ~ State of choicelessness ~ What is God? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Question from woman: how can I deal with my partner’s anger? ~ Stillness and the reaction of the mind ~ Indulgence and the selfishness of living in isolation; overcoming self to give love

Compromise and being obliged, especially with family ~ Mass cult suicide and ETI: I cannot judge it ~ Decisions and looking eg building a house ~ Choice, authority in your life, doubts ~ Sexual frustration is the cause of all anger ~ Is there sex in woman? What man has done to woman, generation after generation, from the beginning of the corruption

GOLD COAST TALK 1 JUNE 1997

The human condition: seeking a cure, giving it up; getting the power to overcome the human condition; giving up useless chat ~ God is truth: What is truth? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Being in between action ~ Fight and argument; living the truth; the mind and the human condition ~ Question: What brought about this condition in the first place? ~ Question: Is there more than one truth?

Can science enlighten us? ‘Us’ can never be enlightened ~ Going into Me (4 mins) ~ Being and awareness ~ Niceness: are you too nice to be straight? ~ Single woman: she must accept her life as it is now; longing will push away what she wants ~ Walking from left to right: the symbol of human existence ~ Use of the word God and concepts of God; religions and poetry; seeing things straight; the truth detailed for these times

The public is stupid but the people are not ~ Repeating experience; attachment to the experience of love; why did I get my heart broken? ~ Woman: heavy-heartedness; the deep past in her; woman is nothing; gratitude for her life ~ Karma and the trick of Maya; accepting my life as it is ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ In the light of the degeneration in the world, isn’t God in charge of everything? The answer is in myth; integrity of God

Truth is in myth, not in scientific theory ~ Man and the pursuit of sex ~ Man’s responsibility for what he has done in the world and his failure to love woman ~ Studying Zen Buddhism; living Roman Catholicism ~ Buddha and Mara: facing sex ~ Mixing in the world: I love my ordinary man ~ Question: Woman’s fear of sex ~ Tension in the body and symbols ~ Pressure on a man of love to participate in sexual jokes at work

GOLD COAST TALK 14 SEPTEMBER 1997

Princess Diana’s death ~ Barry’s health ~ God in existence and God out of existence: God in existence is love and God out of existence is truth; realising God in and out of existence ~ Letter to Barry questioning ‘that love is only found through true love between man and woman’ ~ The speed of light is the speed of consciousness

Science is a religion ~ The cemetery is filled with indispensable people ~ Medical science ~ Going into Me (8 mins) ~ Consciousness and awareness ~ ‘The sacrifice to God is a broken spirit, a broken and a penitent heart’: story of David and Bathsheba ~ Human condition and state of love ~ Self judgement

What is normal is not natural eg political correctness and the elimination of the female gender ~ As man leaves woman he actually leaves the earth ~ Psychic recurrence: what goes into the psyche comes back ~ Helping people on drugs ~ Every man is looking for a woman; you only think about what you don’t have ~ Question: I have this desire to be understood by man. Fitting and suiting; platonic relationship ~ Question: I spend my day in the fear of death. Abandon all your beliefs and notions ~ Question: I close off when my woman is angry

Don’t go into pain: if you talk about pain, you get pain back ~ Question: I’ve closed off to man; how do I start to be intimate with him? ~ Grumpiness in the morning; love stirring up the past ~ Containment: you made this pain, now cop it! ~ Question: woman not feeling loved in a relationship ~ Going into Me (4 mins) ~ Love is not a feeling; nothing arising ~ Getting it right at the beginning of a relationship

GOLD COAST TALK 7 DECEMBER 1997

The simplicity of truth and love. Concepts and ideas ~ The body is love in existence, the perfect instrument for love: with my body I thee love ~ Truth is the idea behind the body, out of existence. Truth begins with honesty: are you honest in love or are you indulging your self? ~ Experience is supposed to teach you about love: to demonstrate what you do not want

Your divine sexuality is your passion for life ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Woman is God in female form. Man is God in male form. The way to see God in form is to love ~ Degradation of love: the word ‘fucking’. The art of love ~ Question: Does one have to feel guilty if the mind takes one into self indulgence? ~ Pure sexuality is normal in everyone, the error is to convert it into sex ~ The existential being ~ Love is the only reality in existence ~ The creator, consciousness behind us, pure sexuality

Truth and love, two aspects of God I have realised: God splits itself to know itself ~ Question: Are there any shortcuts? - I want to do it on my own without relying on anything outside of me ~ Woman needs to be loved ~ Pleasure and excitement in lovemaking ~ Question: How do I know I am not pleasing my self in lovemaking? Thought and excitement are the past and pure sexuality is now ~ Man’s realisation of truth is tested by woman coming into his life

How can I help my daughter who says she has been molested by my ex-husband? ~ Man is sexually possessed ~ Man separating from sexual possession ~ Where does guilt come from? ~ Give up thinking in the good times ~ Concepts and living what you know to be the truth ~ Models and concepts ~ How to communicate truth and love to a child ~ No more negativity: giving up self judgment ~ In God’s mind there is no negative, only the good with no opposite