GOLD COAST TALK 18 FEBRUARY 1996

Simplicity is the character of God – Do you give up your self for your partner? – Life is simple, if only you don’t look back – A gift to the children: I will never be unhappy in your presence – Anxious caring: parents with children – God, the embodiment in matter – Death – God realisation – Going into Me (9 mins) – What is happening with these silences? Darshan, a state of being

Being with Barry Long; the holy state – Going into Me (7 mins) – Letter to Barry: when you are no longer in your body . . will you still be my master? – When you deal with your emotions, you do a deal with them – Is love an emotion? – Question from 6 yr old girl: can emotions die when the body dies or can they die when you are alive? – Is there any way I can protect myself from the emotions of the dead? – No more negativity; no more judgement – Is there any difference between judgement and observation?

Question from 6 yr old girl: why do people say it’s bad when it is raining? – Hell and the Church of England – Experience and emotion: we have to keep the experience and dismantle the emotion – Tradition: I have no followers – Karma: each of us has to live a part of the past of the human race; by being with the master consciousness you eliminate karma – Going into Me (15 mins) – Nothing arising: when the washing machine stops

Being in your senses – Be still and know that I am God; the most unhappy people on earth are the busiest people – Eastern and western culture: eastern culture is basically devotional; the western way of knowledge has degraded into knowing – Divine will: God is not pernicious – You are here because you love ‘it’ – Going into Me (4 mins) – Consciousness and awareness

GOLD COAST TALK 17 MARCH 1996

Being: the rarest state on earth – Going into Me (5 mins) – Spiritual realisations: being is the source of realisations; the realisation of immortality takes all fear away – You and I are animals; self consciousness in tamed animals – Feelings: in the state of being you can’t have any feelings – Dunblane killing of schoolchildren: looking deeper than the events; to mourn is human ignorance – Letter to Barry: I trust

Children murdered: karma? – Addressing the children: your life has got to be lived out according to you, not your parents – Going into Me (7 mins) – Trust – Sense of danger – Children expressing opinions: observations require no opinons – Violence in man – Barry answers a letter: anyone who takes marijuana will have trouble stilling the mind and getting their life in order – Question: we’ve virtually got no friends left . . is this OK?

Violence, sexuality & sensuality – Question: childhood conditioning? You have no conditioning as long as you forgive everything – Question: can you tell me what judgement is? Be true to the situation, don’t judge it – Going into Me (6 mins) – Therapists and master consciousness: when you are with Me you are ready to be a being; that does not require any therapy

Anxiety – Keeping the mind still when engaged in action and when sitting in stillness – Why is art often so ugly? Praise of pain or praise of God – Greatest art for man and woman – Physical pain: the great healer is Me – Letters about massage: the truth of massage – Stress and tension at work – Being a Sunday Christian or living the teaching – Question: what do I leave behind? You give in so many ways . . there is a sub-plot here – I trust Me inside

GOLD COAST TALK 19 MAY 1996

What is the purpose of your life? What have you done today of purpose? – Negativity and self judgement – I am the intelligence, Me is the substance – Self doubt is self judgement – Going into Me (6 mins) – Being with the master consciousness: darshan – The purpose of meditation – Romance and what we have lost; The Accolade – How does woman put God first before her man?

Woman in command of love – Question from 7 yr old: why do I have unhappiness in me? – What is the difference between romantic love and falling in love? – As an enlightened master did you have fear or self doubt when you found out you had cancer? – Cyclic flow of death into living and living into death – Going into Me (7 mins) – My health; the cycle of life – Romance and graciousness; generosity of spirit

Love has purpose – Intelligence in matter; bringing up the speed of the flesh – Feeling sad when someone dies or partner leaves – How do you help small children with their emotion? – Monogamy – Question: I can’t and don’t want to forget my mother who died – Going into Me (8 mins) – The spider and the web – Theoretical science: what good has it done for you?

Science is destroying our romance – The mind of God; if there are no senses there is no universe – Spiritual communities – Experience of being with someone who is dying – Question: I find it beautiful to be with like minded people in a community – What is the dynamic of two people coming together? – You can’t make a decision to be enlightened: you must know what you don’t want – Purpose and responsibility

GOLD COAST TALK 15 SEPTEMBER 1996

Only now is real; to be now is to be my body – Vital state – Being the body – Direct knowledge in the body – Sensation and interpretation – Correspondence between life and the body; cancer – Death, suicide and karma

Death, suicide and karma (cont’d) – Channellers – I have no right to be angry – Suicide rate and young people – Body cleansing and diet – Monks, exercise and the spiritual life – Human beings have to evolve into beings – Divine spiritual correspondence: we are communicating through space / love – Going cold: absence

Intelligence and union with Me – Going into Me (11 mins) – Intelligence and the reconstituting self – The life you are living is absolutely right; getting rid of negativity – Compromise; the only freedom is to be free of my self – Fasting – Be as nothing

Consciousness: process of making space and individual bodies – Hardness of the world – Question: as everything comes from this great divine consciousness, wouldn’t the evolution of the world be towards something better? – Question: I always thought feeling was something good and could be trusted? Direct knowledge and interpretation

GOLD COAST TALK 1 DECEMBER 1996

Purpose of love and purpose in life: man, woman, new and longstanding partnerships, being alone – Going into Me (12 mins) – God has no opposite; beauty is your own state – Judgement and looking in the mirror – God is beauty, my being is beauty

Beauty – There is only one truth – Angels and spirit guides – Going into Me (9 mins) – Question: is the watcher the thought? – Enlightenment: if you seek you will not find; you become enlightened by becoming natural, ordinary – Don’t fall in love with your work: stay detached by being grateful to God

Angels, imagination and wanting: only now is real – You have to be a real woman when man doesn’t want you – Question: what is it to be normal? – Introducing children to the truth – Question: should I bring children being brought up in the Catholic faith to your meetings? – Question: if a woman is fully committed to giving up sex and her partner is only partly committed, should she compromise? – Question: I’m having difficulty stopping thinking; long partnership ended today – A gift of love

A gift of love: it may not continue – Going into Me (7 mins) – Power of being: the gnostic masters and martial arts – Love of previous partner: nothing is guaranteed in love – Question: is physical pain and affliction caused by emotion? – Most beautiful woman in the world – Question: how should a woman respond if when she says ‘I love you’, the man says ‘you’ve got an attachment’? Casting pearls before swine