22 JANUARY 1994 Pan Pacific Hotel

I am God realised, not God – Living not mouthing the truth – God’s mind, man’s mind – Sexual devil – Masturbation and woman – Going into Me: delusion, clarity of intelligence, children going into Me, the blackness, one with nature – Woman: power, surrender, democracy

Woman and sex – Woman: strength, emotion, leaving partner – Young man and woman: sexual experience – Woman’s anger at man leaving – Going into Me: feeling of intelligence, sinking without fear – Getting my life right – Salutations on letters – Physical pain

End of world: power of God and power of electricity – Giving and giving in – Where does male sexuality come from? – Woman: sexual excitement – Going into Me: coming home – Thinking and looking – Two questions: Is there a time for woman to cut man out of her life? Why have anything else when I am complete? – Anger and insecurity

Selfishness in woman – Consciousness, meditation, being – Substituting food for love – Angry, sexually frustrated man – Woman alone – How do I draw a partner to me? – From 11 year old girl: Why is love misused? – Moving or staying and facing? – Monogamy – Forgiveness – Man overcoming self consciousness and fear of woman – Living the truth you hear

27 FEBRUARY 1994 International Hotel

Body of humanity: each of us is a cell; enlightening the cell – Looking into Me with intelligence – Awareness and consciousness – Knot in the stomach – Experience – Love or comfort? – The Grid pop group – An honest Nazi – Grace

Teenagers practising grace – Going into Me: acknowledgement – Visualisation, magical and magic – Obesity and cancer of the body and of humanity – Catch 22

Black sun – Computers, information and force – Knowledge – Cause and effect mind – Science, objectivity, subjectivity – Goals, purpose, love – Obituary: Joseph Cotton (actor) – Going into Me: looking into dark starless inner space, coming home

Will: introduction – Food and sex – Death of a parent – Being true to the situation – Who is looking into Me? – Predestination and karma

27 MARCH 1994 International Hotel

Ordinary man – Purpose of life and growing old – Curiosity – Going into Me: returning to where I come from – Teaching child to think – Shadowlands (the movie): the establishment

Shadowlands (cont): love – Cosmic value of cancer – Explanation of death to child – Faith, gnostics – Going into Me: emptiedness, facing nothing – A foolish letter: discarnate entities – Programming the incredible robot body

Human body is God’s vehicle – Going into Me: place of nothing, no trying, the radix – The radial – Fear has no body – Giving up intensity – Earthly experience: waves of self

State of enlightenment: level playing field – Beauty – Going into Me: being, the will, no need – Idea embraced by the will – Soul and self

24 APRIL 1994 International Hotel

Ego and intelligence – Sensitive or thin skinned – Territory and possessiveness – Going into Me: reflect on Me, the holy one, the innocent one – Mind and first heaven – Older woman with younger man – Menopause – Albido

Reincarnation: fact, truth and fiction – The cell – New baby body, negative and positive – Predisposition – Reconstitution of cells – Going into Me: be the nothing

Death: psychic double – The heavens – Realising the psychic double – Going into Me: sink into nothing, intimations of the psychic double, consciousness and the senses – Seeing truth behind appearance

Demonstrating being: everyone a star – Moment before the big bang – The heavens – Pure intellect – Satellites and space rubbish – Self’s way and the way of Me – Space between earth and moon – Demonic energy – Cunning – Beyond the moon – Judgement – Your life, your task – Fact and truth of jealousy

29 MAY 1994 Bond University

Circumstances of my life – Genesis: seventh day within – Top quark and H particles – Second thing first – Going into Me: beyond creating, I am eternal – Condition and conditions

Nothing to speak of – The tail: bride’s train – Purpose of making love – Nightmares: id-entity – Going into Me: aligning myself rightly with the id

False memories – How do I attract this love? – Encountering the id – Emotionality in man – To the older person – Listening to the young – The two hearts: organic and cosmic – Wilfulness: a contrite heart – Solar plexus: the cosmic heart

Broken heart: putting man before God – Negativity: not giving – Eternity – Going into Me: the point of eternity, bringing the two hemispheres together – God in existence in man and woman – Jealousy – South African flag – Love and lust – When is it right to share physical love? – Love and sexual excitement

18 SEPTEMBER 1994 Bond University

Lighting up my potential: the purpose behind existence – Going into Me: hold on to nothing, let go, into the unknown – Goals and purpose, actualizing potential – Human evolution: end of thought – Barry Long sings ‘The Place of the Sinking Heart’

Going into Me: I am free – Space: what manifests into existence – Intuition and egoic intelligence – Goal setting – Containing exalted energy – Chattering mind – Now is not the present: senses, present and presence – Past and the family – Physical pain

Cone of existence – Consciousness and dropping the past – Explanation to nine year old child: subject and object, reflection of my love – Speed of consciousness, spirit – How to leave the baggage behind – Great pyramid of existence – Climacterics of life – Menopause

Man’s climacteric: 40 years – When the body dies – Lift-off speed of consciousness – Going into Me – Song: ‘A Million Years’ – Feelings, the feeling and knowledge – Feeling and creativity – Man complete

18 DECEMBER 1994 Bond University

Everything happens in the human brain – Life here and after death – Guru: freeing human brain of anxiety – God: intelligence of the human brain – Practical explanation of brain to 6yr old – Land of the living dead – Guru: getting rid of forces of the living dead – Love communicates it’s alright – Woman 100% love, man 10% something to do – Acceptance, new dynamic, solution – Going into Me: place where nothing begins

Going into Me (cont) – Communion and sensory activity – Woman and doing: workaholic – Symbols – Dishonest to life – Accepting my life as it is – Woman and realisations – Man, woman or absence? – Body without emotion – Woman, logical or rational

Me, myself – Going into Me: my place of being – Staying with Me: seeing through the speaker, beginning of intelligence and power, nothing arising, knowing and belief, acknowledging Me within and sensory body without, love requires enormous speed – You are the Gatekeeper: allowing in the living dead

Gatekeeper (cont) – The crossing: divine will and my will – Acceptance, new dynamic – Vigilance and seeing the cause – Taking action, predetermination – Changing karma: bullets to raindrops – Woman sannyasin addressed – No human brain, no knowing – My transcendental realisation – Lord of karma – Justice – Negation – Myself and Me in harmony